I was strong, but I was truly weak minded.
I allowed two men in my past to physically, emotionally, economically, spiritually. Truly, I experience the cycle of abuse.
I question my own reason, purpose of “Why I was placed on this earth.” I felt like an victim for years. Even years of emotional eating.
I hated whom I was; and the fear of the unknown.
I felt tuck. I believed the very lies these two men embed in my mind with their insecure, low self-esteem men. I attracted in my past.
Life was filled with their misery in my world. I became their world.
The first relationship didn’t last long, so I felt I was strong when I walked away, but his words, his abuse follow me. Because, I attracted the second abusive relationship.
I started to believe, I was worthy of love; or even deserve love.
I started to swallow myself in guilt and shame but I knew strength was calling me to push forward.
I wrote this article for anyone whom experience just an taste of my experience your not alone.
This is the very reason, I blog and write. I give private advice sessions to who may need the services.
I know time heal all wounds, also wounds that’s hidden.
Love yourself always, and forgive
Written by: Kimberly Veal-Billingslea
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