Is self healing of the past? Woeing our way through massive amount’s of food, hours of reality t.v, gossiping of others to ease our mind from our own past pain, or swallowing our self in deep dark depressions while masking a smile at the world. Why do some hide behind past pain, or current reality of issues to pretend like life is just fine.
Self healing is of the past? Do you agree.
So, right now your questioning the title because some believe you can’t heal on your own.
Well, that’s not true because self healing is making sure you have laughter on the inside, peace from within, joy without cease. That’s self healing facing your demons right before you without pretending your just fine. When only your dying inside.
Self healing through forgiveness and love.
Self healing isn’t masking your face with a smile, when only your frowning inside, crying inside. Beating yourself up over every mistake, every failure, every bad relationship.
Self healing is truly letting go.
Letting go past pain, or current fail relationships.
Self healing is just that. Allowing self to heal naturally without regret.
I have been in a abusive relationship twice in my life.
I was slowly dying inside, at one point. I almost lost myself, almost drown in the abuser misery.
I felt empty, lost, confused, out of touch with reality.
Some people thought, I was weird, crazy, unhappy, overweight, and a angry person.
Truth is, I didn’t know that I started to self-destroy myself little by little.
I started self healing by looking in the mirror and finally I faced my own demons.
I told my old self that I was going to change and I didn’t like the person I seen looking back at me.
Then the healing started, I started to forgive another and finally myself for allowing it.
Self healing is learning to truly love you all over again.
By: Kimberly Billingslea
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